It's a snow/ice day here in Norman. Ordinarily that would be exciting, but I am going stir crazy. It's bad enough that I am already off work two days a week. Having a third day to twiddle my thumbs is not exactly fun, mostly because I think too much and all this free time let's me second guess everything about my life.
Right now it is mostly about my career, but topics can range from nutrition choices to the color shoes I wore the day before.
But like I said, the past few days I have just been bummed about the job situation. I do have a part time job, but sometimes I don't feel very effective. I rely heavily on other people in the office, and when they aren't there, I don't feel like I am accomplishing very much. Then when I look for other jobs, most position expect two or more years of experience. AHHHHHHHHHHH.
Sorry. I just needed to express how I feel.
I hate not knowing what path I should be looking for. I honestly don't know if I am cut out to be a career woman. I'm not really motivated by money. Yeah, I don't want to starve, but I am not going to mindlessly climb the corporate ladder because that kind of power doesn't drive me to do my best. Instead, I am inspired by people. I am inspired by stories. I think the nonprofit world really is the best fit for what I love, but the lack of jobs is discouraging.
Someone please tell me there is a light at the end of this tunnel!